i'm guessing... it's that time again

i don't know why, but everything seems to be getting on my nerves right now. from this kinda hot guy i'm chatting with to my housemate's anklet that makes the MOST irritating jingle whenever she moves an inch. it's more irritating than her voice and her brother combined.

October 1 2005

i shouted at her last night. it was meant for everyone who was nearby but i know i was looking at her. i was half drunk. i didn't mean to shout. okay, maybe i did, but i did not mean for it to be so loud. when that sentence came out, i instantly regretted it, when i saw her expression. but at that point, i couldn't be bothered because i think i was kinda high with bloodshot eyes and the puffiest eyebags EVER!

i later asked the boyfriend if she was bothered by it. he said no. but, YEAH RIGHT! in his words, "you weren't the usual gaik li. but drunk people like that one lah..." I WAS NOT DRUNK! even though i realised i was a little tipsy when trying to walk to the washroom.

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October 2 2005

i still feel bad about shouting. i know i shouldn't be but I AM!! saya betul betul ubi lah... so, i've made a list on why i should not feel bad

1. she is evil for tricking me into letting her brother live in our living room

2. her brother is ugly and is afraid that he will get detained by the police for carrying a set of knives for his culinary arts course. haroo... are you the only one taking this course?!!

3. she is kinda calculative and i hate her voice. i still owe her $24.32 for my internet bill

4. her boyfriend finished my kaya bread. well... he left me a slice of the crust

5. they even finished my leftovers so i had no lunch. gl: eh, what happened to my fried beef and yao char kuay? bf: we finished it.

i can't believe i still feel a little bad.

ubi ubi ubi